As you do

I have now been putting off my work that is due in 2 days. I'm feeling like I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Will I ever make it? Do I like it that much? I don't know for sure to be honest. The course has not stopped my passion for it, though it's lessened it in such a way that I began to think it's not worth carrying on anymore. I truthfully expected better out of it. I hoped that it would have taught and aided me in the technical side of things so that when I do design something, my technical ability won't hinder the quality of the finished product. This is my biggest problem of all.

It is now week 10 and they have never taught us how to use any software like photoshop, indesign, cad, autodesk, revit etc properly! All we had were 2 or 3 lectures on photoshop where the lecturer just blazed through in making something that we never even had the chance to properly write down what steps he took exactly! I am not kidding. I expected a whole lot better out of Sydney University. Never been taught how to draft, they told us to look at some books and watch videos on youtube to teach ourselves how to use these softwares! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I'm paying you $1000 per subject and we have to self-learn on how to use softwares just so we can keep up with whatever assignment you're giving us? That is rubbish. I can spell it again to make it clearer, R-U-B-B-I-S-H.

I won't even be surprised if I ever failed at this course. And if I really did, I'm moving back to UNSW pronto. I don't even mind starting from semester 1 again there! What was I thinking when I put this course as my first preference??